The following meditations are excerpted from Called to
Teach: Breathing Spirit into Public Education by Lea Mathieu, fall 2009.
Available at amazon.com
God In This Place:
Genesis 28:10-22
ÒThen Jacob woke from his sleep and said, ÔSurely the Lord
is in this place – and I did not know it!ÕÓ (Genesis 28:16)
What
is the holiest place you can think of?
For me, itÕs the ocean. I
can sit for hours watching the waves and listening to their power. The depth and mystery of the sea is my
favorite image of God. Whenever
IÕve been depressed or confused in my life, a trip to the ocean has been a sure
restorative (Lake Michigan once had to do in a pinch). IÕve sung ÒHow Great Thou ArtÓ as
loudly as I could with my toes in the Atlantic, Pacific, and Mediterranean.
For
other people, holiness resides in mountains, museums, concert halls, cathedrals
or simple churches. I know farmers
who feel that way about their fields.
Whatever place inspires it, the feeling is the same: Here, in this place
with this view and this sound or silence, GodÕs presence is palpable. You donÕt have to consciously pray in
those circumstances; you just have to fully be there in order to commune
with God.
Now
consider this: Your classroom is holy.
If the idea seems odd to you, remember that ÒholyÓ simply means Òset
apart.Ó The connotation is usually
that the area is set apart to the service of God, as in a church building. Yet a careful reading of the Bible
teaches that holiness is not something we dedicate to God, but rather something
that God grants to us, in many different places. Time and again, as in todayÕs reading about Jacob,
completely ordinary places become extraordinary by the revelation that Òthe
Lord is in this place.Ó
Now
your classroom is obviously Òset asideÓ to academics. In general, no other activity takes place there except
teaching and learning (and the occasional party). High school classrooms are further dedicated to one particular
subject; for example, my old room was decorated with literacy posters and
shelves of books.
Now
consider this: Why is your room set aside? Why has our society deemed it worthwhile to spend billions
of dollars on specific places and people to educate our children in a vast
public school system? Common to
the many possible answers to that question is a concern for all children,
regardless of socioeconomic status or intellectual ability. We believe in the worth and potential
of every child, and our schools are imperfect testament to that.
Now
put that belief into terms of faith.
Your classroom is a place set aside for the intellectual and social
fulfillment of every child who walks through the door. The children donÕt need to do or pay
anything to ÒdeserveÓ it; we as a society offer it freely. IsnÕt that a form of grace? And what is the ultimate source of our
service to each other if not our faith in the God who made each of us?
We
cannot announce that our public school classroom is set aside to the service of
God through service to each of GodÕs children. But we can know it.
And we can acknowledge it every time we walk through the door and remind
ourselves that Òthe Lord is in this place.Ó
Suggested prayer: Remind me constantly, God, to act in my classroom as I act
in my church and every other holy place I sense Your presence. Amen.
Daily reminder:
Surely the Lord is in this place.
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Who Sent You? Genesis 45:1-15
ÒSo it was not you who sent me here, but God; he has made me
a father to Pharaoh, and lord of all his house and ruler over all the land of
Egypt.Ó (Genesis 45:8)
I
graduated from college many years ago with an accidental degree in English and
no particular career plan. An
advisor mentioned teaching as a possibility, and my answer was, ÒNo way. I hate kids.Ó
Funny
how life works out. When people
ask me now why IÕm a teacher, I immediately think of the excellent teachers
IÕve benefited from in my life.
There is Ellen Davis, for example, my Hebrew professor in seminary. When I was the only student interested
in third year study, the seminary cancelled the class, but we met weekly over
coffee in her kitchen to read the prophets. It didnÕt even occur to me until later that she wasnÕt paid
for her time. I would like to
think that I have the same dedication to my subject and my students that she
has. If I hadnÕt had such
wonderful examples, would I be a teacher?
My
career has also been shaped by a lack of options. My husband is a farmer and we live far out in the country
with few opportunities for professional careers. If I had more choices, would I be a teacher?
Also,
happy coincidences have shaped my career.
At the same time I wanted to spend more time with our young children, a
rare part-time opening occurred in my district. If that hadnÕt been available, would I still be a
teacher? I donÕt know.
But
perhaps the most honest answer for my motivations and development would be,
simply, ÒGod led me to where I am today.Ó
This
is how Joseph saw his life: a story that began in deep betrayal and ended in
deep meaning and worth, shaped by God and not by men. Could he have saved Egypt and his own family if it hadnÕt
been for all that had gone before?
No. Three times in verses 5-8 Joseph repeats the truth that God has led
him to the place of his lifeÕs meaning.
He lifts his brothers from their guilt and shame, and sees the hand of
God resting on them.
Who
led you to the place you are now?
Perhaps you had a worthy example in your life, or a persuasive
advisor. Maybe you, like me, fell
into teaching more by circumstance than by design, and have stayed there
through serendipity.
No
matter how you were led to a teaching life, if you find meaning and joy in your
work, then the hand of God was guiding you more than you may have realized at
the time. God does not manipulate
our fates by tugging at puppet strings, but by placing people and opportunities
in our lives, then urging us to choose and act with wisdom, faith, and love. The end result, if we have been paying
attention, is to finally arrive at the place God has led us to all along.
Suggested prayer: Open my eyes, gracious God, so that I may recognize Your
role in every event of my life.
May I find joy in the midst of sorrow, peace in the midst of confusion,
and You in every step of the way.
Amen.
Daily reminder:
It is God who sent me here.